im all over the place today, my feelings are mixed going from hyper excitement to depressing misery.

the little things people say or do can make me blow up with the most innocent of bystanders.

at this moment in time i feel nothing will go right in my life.

i hate this feeling, i wish i could be rid of it once and for all,

the tears, the depression, the suicidal thoughts.

it corners me everywhere i turn, i cannot escape it, for it always catches up.

im drowning in the sorrows and miserys of others and nobody gives a damn.

whats a girl to do?

i just want to get out of this hellhole and be free of my ties.

all i want to do at the moment is spread my wings and fly, let loose of all my worries and troubles, leave them for another day.

i hate all this, i want to be free.

Arcadia